Feeling Unsecure

i'm feeling so weird these days >.<
still cnt get used of the days without my HONEYSs...

wat are them doing??
why din on9 for so many days??
i'm feeling bored, do they?
i need time to accept the truth,
we may not be together after this foundation's final exam,
everyone will be living their own lives,
even without me
i believe my uni's life will be much different from now.
until that time, should the life i'm having now be considered as a dream,
or just a nice by-pass?

while i can keep contact with wo de yun n kher ^^
not bad oso geh,
but both of them are also living their own live.
hope i can spend as much time as i can with them ^^
no matter do what,
exercise, shopping, lunch,
what also can >.<
duno y,
i got a feeling that i won't have this chance in the future
n i'm afraid of that future = =lll