新的旅程，可我 依然是我 ....

到最后，我依然选回了当初我所选择的，
不管是对是错，我也不会去伤脑筋，
既然选择了，就要不后悔地去努力，因为没有一项选择是可以十全十美的，
既然选择了，就要去相信自己的选择，因为那是我们当初自己选择的。
活在当下，享受你现在拥有的一切，并要心存感激于你四周的一切一切，
试问世界上有多少人能像你如此地幸运？？

请相信，再不好的一条路，我们都能闯出自己的天空来。


至今上了两个星期的课，感觉这科还不错，满有趣的 ^^
老师们都是很多人“恨也恨不到” 的 “老外” XD
听他们说话倒是满辛苦的，应该是我的英文还不到家吧！！ =P
所以我又报读了我上个学期最讨厌的英文课 ....
没办法，要趁还有机会的时候多充实一下自己，毕竟求学的日子不长了 >.<
超不想长大的 T-T

报读这一科最大的问题就是又要适应新的环境了 >.<
现在的同学，全都很有“料” 的 XD 几乎全都不言苟笑，
跟他们同班还满有压力的，深怕自己跟不上... >.<
自己又爱玩，真糟糕呢 ^^

以前 foundation 的日子超开心的，和 honey 们一起念书，
做 assignments, meetings 还有为考试猛K 书的日子不会再有了，
虽然还能一起吃午餐，但是就是不同了，午餐后他们的meeting,
突然让我觉得寂寞了一下下，超怀念当初一起讨论，一起闹的感觉，
现在的我在honey们meeting时，只能充当一下抹地的 XD 那感觉其实也还不错，
总比被搁在一边好吧 ^^

可是，我不后悔我所做的选择，
相当初做选择时，我们都做了很多考虑不是吗？
要相信自己当初的感觉。
努力克服现在的难题才是上上之道，
做得不好也没关系，世上的成功者占全球人数的多少呢？
做一个不是很成功的成功者一点也不丢脸 XD 也很正常。

最重要的难道不是自己活得有多精彩吗？人生有多少个十年呢？
既然我们不能成为能影响全世界的人，难道成为一个能影响自己四周的人不重要吗？
除了学业和爱情，我们还有亲情，友情，社交圈，健康，娱乐，工作等等不同而我们又必须顾虑好的领域，
一个领域做不好，没关系，我们人生当中还有多少部分呢？何必为了区区的一个小部分，而毁了其它那一个大部分呢？ ^^


希望我的 honey 能早一日看开，明白世上的某一些东西并不是想象中的那么重要。
也希望我的 honey 们都能活得开开心心的， 烦恼快快走开 XD

My Richest Birthday ^^

Really hao jiu~ hao jiu~ din write blog >.<
when got mood wana write, there is nth special to write,
when there is sumthing to write, the internet is not working,
haiz... >.<

this year's birthday i thought FINALLY i can celebrate it with LOTS of frens,
previously, i only celebrated with my family or with my three honeyz...
but so unlucky, my 19 birthday falls on LONG summer break,
so... mao bian lo XP celebrate with my parents oso lo ^^ (not bad oso geh >.<)

although there is still no special plan for my birthday this year,
there are still presents from my frens n parents today ^^
my HONEYZss.. bought me a lovely silver chain,
thanks ya ^^ (Daphlyn, Mei Earn, Melody, Annie, Kah Fai, Keiron, Ka Eng and Chin Phang, who else paying??? hehe... )
its so cute XD although it doesnt really suit me (cauz its too cute)
but i'm totally cant resist cute stuffs XD ~~ so i cant stop fall in love with it ^^
Thanks again~~~
(n its so gud to have lunch with u today honeyz ^^)

And then my mummy bought me a pair of white gold earrings and a lovely necklace XD
it costs so much.... until i regret at last,
i'm still young, shouldn't wear something that cost so much >.<
but i still LOVE them a lot ^^
thank you mummy ^^

So, until today,
although its not my birthday yet...
i ald get lots of HEARTS and presents,
xie xie ^^ Muackss......

Feeling Unsecure

i'm feeling so weird these days >.<
still cnt get used of the days without my HONEYSs...

wat are them doing??
why din on9 for so many days??
i'm feeling bored, do they?
i need time to accept the truth,
we may not be together after this foundation's final exam,
everyone will be living their own lives,
even without me
i believe my uni's life will be much different from now.
until that time, should the life i'm having now be considered as a dream,
or just a nice by-pass?

while i can keep contact with wo de yun n kher ^^
not bad oso geh,
but both of them are also living their own live.
hope i can spend as much time as i can with them ^^
no matter do what,
exercise, shopping, lunch,
what also can >.<
duno y,
i got a feeling that i won't have this chance in the future
n i'm afraid of that future = =lll

Earth Hour Nia ^^

Looking forward to the Earth Hour,
but that night i went out with family to eat da chan XD
so i cant switch off the lights with my own hands. >.<
(i mean at that moment, although the lights in my home were all off)
mao bian lo~ XD

i read from the newspaper and know that One Utama oso take part in the event,
so really looking forward to trap in the darkness in the mall
(although i pa~pa darkness, i've prepared torch lights sumore XD).

but when the time comes, only quarter of the lights are off,
so disappointed le >.<

during the journey to One Utama,
i've briefly explain to my seven-year-old cousin brother,
for why we need to switch off the lights during the hour,
i said bcauz we have on the lights for a long time,
the earth turns to be hotter,
then the ice in the north n south poles melt, o.O
then flood will happen everywhere,
we will got no place to live n we will have to move to live in the mountains,
therefore, we will need to switch off the lights to cool the earth down.

he seems like understood. XD
then b4 8.30pm, he started to make noise, keep asking us to go back home,
but my father suggested to go for a movie, so we delayed to have a look in the cinema counters.
My funny cousin brother suddenly looked frightened,
n said wat will happen to us when the flood reached here in One Utama,
he asked is this building tall enough and will we die.
I'm speechless that time, duno wat to say XD
but i cant take back my words,
so i juz said the government will do something to control the flood,
n most of the ppl outside have switched off their lights, so nothing serious will happened.

then soon....
Earth Hour has over,
ah cheh... i've done nothing much,
but i will try to save electric as much as possible de,
even after EARTH HOUR !!! XD

Queen Who is Born To Sing

Yesterday i went to wo de Zhang Hui Mei's Concert ^^

It started at 8.15pm, n ended at 12am.
There is only one sentence to describe the whole concert:

"Ah Mei held a concert to listen to our singing, not to sing for us!!!! XD "




the hall is full before the concert starts,
so hard to find an empty seat,
fortunately we went there early ^^

Before Ah Mei came out, the hall already full with screaming !!!
The lights suddenly went out when the exciting music started to play

N there, Ah Mei came out with one of her hot song,
永远的快乐 when the whole stadium full of shouting:
"AH MEI!!! AH MEI!!! AH MEI!!!"
i seriously cant hear her voice at all >.<




YA !!! one good thing is, the side screens also provide song lyrics XD
then Ah Mei finished her performed songs first,
i think there were around 18 songs !!!
for what i remembered, there are:
"火，yes or no，如果你也听说，原来你什么都不要，我要快乐，听海，真实，爱 什么稀罕"
n so many more, i lazy to write >.<
she is PERFECT !!! N her dance is so right !!!
she is beautuful !!! one word to say her : FANTASTIC !!! XD

18 performed songs, i dare to say at least 16 songs,
all of the audience sing together with her.

No one will doubt her, if we say she is the QUEEN in singing !!!!
all of her song are so well-known !!!





the whole stadium is so high !!!
duno y, i feel like wana cry, for listening to her singing in live.... >.<
i consider very high already,
but the gang beside me who come from China is much more higher than me, swt......
Ah Mei seriously so famous !!! XD

but i wonder how can my parents be so calm under this situation.....
hehehe......


after those performed songs,
she sang one hour of encore songs,
because all of the audience don't want to leave. ( Good also ^^ )

This part i think is what my honey, yun yee like the most XD
the audience were so cooperative,
all sing with her for the whole hour!!!

She sang her 19-century songs
where all of the audience able to give her the highest response XD

Those song included:
"牵手，姐妹，我可以抱你吗，解脱，别在伤口洒盐，哭不出来"
n so many more, i lazy to write >.<
the concert ended with the song "三天三夜"
all audience stand up n sing n jump with her !!!
SO HIGH NIA XD muahaha....

pity my ah mei, she cry so many times that night,
i think around five times >.<
i think she is too touched for the high responsive ^^

N there, she promise to held a concert in Malaysia every year
if she is really here next year, i will definitely go again XD
there will be noone else except her
for me to attend his/her concert twice..
its just worth it,
n a concert should be like this, in this high frequency XD
who willing to go with me next year???
hehe...

No enemy, only friends =.=

在这世上，有上亿万的人类，

然而，不管你生存在哪一个角落，
你一定与每一个在世上的人，有所关联。

真的很奇怪，他们要嘛是你的朋友的朋友，
不然就是亲戚的朋友或邻居的网友。

虽然我们在这一生未必能亲身与他们接触，
可是我们并不能说某某某与我们毫无关系，
在这世上，没有一个人该被称为陌生人。

“他"可能没有直接影响你，
我们却永远不会知道，
他可能有恩于你的朋友，
或是救过你的邻居。
而这些人都是我们生命中，不可或缺的角色，
那你还敢说从一开始，不是“他”造就今天的你吗？

There will never be enemy,
even ur "enemy" may help u in a way u never knew.
so, start from today,
why don't we treat everyone in this world better?
who knows in one day,
they may pay u back in an unexpected way,
(u may not realize it or it may not directly affected you.)
Everyone in this world is your friend!!!!
so stop the fight !!! and the war !!!!
"Why are we killing our friends???"

Up-Coming Event ^^

Hehe..... i super excited !!!!
Waiting for up-coming 20/3 ^^
Until now i still cant imagine
i'm going to Mei's Concert


Yeah~ i'm coming XD

cant Concentrate and so LAZY

I AM SO LAZY and SO HARD TO CONCENTRATE
really la, why its is so hard for me to focus?
i cant focus during studies,
during lectures,
home works,
i cant even concetrate when i am DRIVING !!!! >.<
thats y i always daydreaming, for no purpose....

n why am i so lazy???
no motive at all nia >.<
to do home works,
to study,
exercise,
i'm even lazy to write blog and contact with my friends !!!! >.<
thats y i'm not as smart as others, n getting fatter n fatter...

Hope i can be as hardworking as Say Lee and Melody,
and be smart as them.
STOP DAY DREAMING !!!!

奇怪的爱

爱 很奇怪
到底 什么是爱
如何知道
何时是 爱情的降临
或是 时间性地 单纯心动


爱 很奇怪
看到别人拥有时
会心生羡慕
有时会非常渴望 不断幻想
有时却心满意足 宁可宁静


爱 还是很奇怪
让人愚蠢 无知
蒙蔽双眼了 还在津津乐道
自以为是的爱
让人把身边无穷无尽的爱 挡在心外
却把那微不足道的爱 当成是宝似地呵护


爱 那么的奇怪
为何还是那么多人
无条件地憧憬 耗尽心思地去追求

Looking Forward de Gathering

Juz gather with my sisters this afternoon. XD
Many CENTURIES din c my "Miss Tuition Everyday" ald. >.<
Before going, my mum asked me: "So long time din see ald, wont feel akward meh?
especially xiau jing. She always din show up when you all going out right?"
I'm quite confident when i reply: " Never gua. We so close to each other."

And there we are, me n yun yee in xiau jing's house.
To me, nothing has changed, but i dont know how they thought.
I'm still comfortable as if i'm in my own home.
We chat, we laugh and we make a lot of nonsense. ^^
such happy hours i've longed to spent with them,
just like time had gone back to our school years.

Although i'm a bit unhappy that xiau jing didn't contact me in these two years time,
i still cannot be angry with her, just because i've get used of it.
Actually i'm afraid, afraid that she has forgotten us after she met her new best frens.
May be she doesn't specially miss our spent hours but there is nothing can take over them in my life.