HiHi !! ^^ Christine Leong Here.

新的旅程，可我依然是我 ....

2009-10-07T02:59:00.000-07:00

到最后，我依然选回了当初我所选择的，
不管是对是错，我也不会去伤脑筋，
既然选择了，就要不后悔地去努力，因为没有一项选择是可以十全十美的，
既然选择了，就要去相信自己的选择，因为那是我们当初自己选择的。
活在当下，享受你现在拥有的一切，并要心存感激于你四周的一切一切，
试问世界上有多少人能像你如此地幸运？？

请相信，再不好的一条路，我们都能闯出自己的天空来。

至今上了两个星期的课，感觉这科还不错，满有趣的 ^^
老师们都是很多人“恨也恨不到” 的 “老外” XD
听他们说话倒是满辛苦的，应该是我的英文还不到家吧！！ =P
所以我又报读了我上个学期最讨厌的英文课 ....
没办法，要趁还有机会的时候多充实一下自己，毕竟求学的日子不长了 >.<
超不想长大的 T-T

报读这一科最大的问题就是又要适应新的环境了 >.<
现在的同学，全都很有“料” 的 XD 几乎全都不言苟笑，
跟他们同班还满有压力的，深怕自己跟不上... >.<
自己又爱玩，真糟糕呢 ^^

以前 foundation 的日子超开心的，和 honey 们一起念书，
做 assignments, meetings 还有为考试猛K 书的日子不会再有了，
虽然还能一起吃午餐，但是就是不同了，午餐后他们的meeting,
突然让我觉得寂寞了一下下，超怀念当初一起讨论，一起闹的感觉，
现在的我在honey们meeting时，只能充当一下抹地的 XD 那感觉其实也还不错，
总比被搁在一边好吧 ^^

可是，我不后悔我所做的选择，
相当初做选择时，我们都做了很多考虑不是吗？
要相信自己当初的感觉。
努力克服现在的难题才是上上之道，
做得不好也没关系，世上的成功者占全球人数的多少呢？
做一个不是很成功的成功者一点也不丢脸 XD 也很正常。

最重要的难道不是自己活得有多精彩吗？人生有多少个十年呢？
既然我们不能成为能影响全世界的人，难道成为一个能影响自己四周的人不重要吗？
除了学业和爱情，我们还有亲情，友情，社交圈，健康，娱乐，工作等等不同而我们又必须顾虑好的领域，
一个领域做不好，没关系，我们人生当中还有多少部分呢？何必为了区区的一个小部分，而毁了其它那一个大部分呢？ ^^

希望我的 honey 能早一日看开，明白世上的某一些东西并不是想象中的那么重要。
也希望我的 honey 们都能活得开开心心的，烦恼快快走开 XD

My Richest Birthday ^^

2009-06-12T07:55:00.000-07:00

Really hao jiu~ hao jiu~ din write blog >.<
when got mood wana write, there is nth special to write,
when there is sumthing to write, the internet is not working,
haiz... >.<

this year's birthday i thought FINALLY i can celebrate it with LOTS of frens,
previously, i only celebrated with my family or with my three honeyz...
but so unlucky, my 19 birthday falls on LONG summer break,
so... mao bian lo XP celebrate with my parents oso lo ^^ (not bad oso geh >.<)

although there is still no special plan for my birthday this year,
there are still presents from my frens n parents today ^^
my HONEYZss.. bought me a lovely silver chain,
thanks ya ^^ (Daphlyn, Mei Earn, Melody, Annie, Kah Fai, Keiron, Ka Eng and Chin Phang, who else paying??? hehe... )
its so cute XD although it doesnt really suit me (cauz its too cute)
but i'm totally cant resist cute stuffs XD ~~ so i cant stop fall in love with it ^^
Thanks again~~~
(n its so gud to have lunch with u today honeyz ^^)

And then my mummy bought me a pair of white gold earrings and a lovely necklace XD
it costs so much.... until i regret at last,
i'm still young, shouldn't wear something that cost so much >.<
but i still LOVE them a lot ^^
thank you mummy ^^

So, until today,
although its not my birthday yet...
i ald get lots of HEARTS and presents,
xie xie ^^ Muackss......

Feeling Unsecure

2009-04-27T05:52:00.000-07:00

i'm feeling so weird these days >.<
still cnt get used of the days without my HONEYSs...

wat are them doing??
why din on9 for so many days??
i'm feeling bored, do they?
i need time to accept the truth,
we may not be together after this foundation's final exam,
everyone will be living their own lives,
even without me
i believe my uni's life will be much different from now.
until that time, should the life i'm having now be considered as a dream,
or just a nice by-pass?

while i can keep contact with wo de yun n kher ^^
not bad oso geh,
but both of them are also living their own live.
hope i can spend as much time as i can with them ^^
no matter do what,
exercise, shopping, lunch,
what also can >.<
duno y,
i got a feeling that i won't have this chance in the future
n i'm afraid of that future = =lll

Earth Hour Nia ^^

2009-03-29T23:06:00.000-07:00

Looking forward to the Earth Hour,
but that night i went out with family to eat da chan XD
so i cant switch off the lights with my own hands. >.<
(i mean at that moment, although the lights in my home were all off)
mao bian lo~ XD

i read from the newspaper and know that One Utama oso take part in the event,
so really looking forward to trap in the darkness in the mall
(although i pa~pa darkness, i've prepared torch lights sumore XD).

but when the time comes, only quarter of the lights are off,
so disappointed le >.<

during the journey to One Utama,
i've briefly explain to my seven-year-old cousin brother,
for why we need to switch off the lights during the hour,
i said bcauz we have on the lights for a long time,
the earth turns to be hotter,
then the ice in the north n south poles melt, o.O
then flood will happen everywhere,
we will got no place to live n we will have to move to live in the mountains,
therefore, we will need to switch off the lights to cool the earth down.

he seems like understood. XD
then b4 8.30pm, he started to make noise, keep asking us to go back home,
but my father suggested to go for a movie, so we delayed to have a look in the cinema counters.
My funny cousin brother suddenly looked frightened,
n said wat will happen to us when the flood reached here in One Utama,
he asked is this building tall enough and will we die.
I'm speechless that time, duno wat to say XD
but i cant take back my words,
so i juz said the government will do something to control the flood,
n most of the ppl outside have switched off their lights, so nothing serious will happened.

then soon....
Earth Hour has over,
ah cheh... i've done nothing much,
but i will try to save electric as much as possible de,
even after EARTH HOUR !!! XD

Queen Who is Born To Sing

2009-03-20T23:46:00.000-07:00

Yesterday i went to wo de Zhang Hui Mei's Concert ^^

It started at 8.15pm, n ended at 12am.
There is only one sentence to describe the whole concert:

"Ah Mei held a concert to listen to our singing, not to sing for us!!!! XD "

the hall is full before the concert starts,
so hard to find an empty seat,
fortunately we went there early ^^

Before Ah Mei came out, the hall already full with screaming !!!
The lights suddenly went out when the exciting music started to play

N there, Ah Mei came out with one of her hot song,
永远的快乐 when the whole stadium full of shouting:
"AH MEI!!! AH MEI!!! AH MEI!!!"
i seriously cant hear her voice at all >.<

YA !!! one good thing is, the side screens also provide song lyrics XD
then Ah Mei finished her performed songs first,
i think there were around 18 songs !!!
for what i remembered, there are:
"火，yes or no，如果你也听说，原来你什么都不要，我要快乐，听海，真实，爱什么稀罕"
n so many more, i lazy to write >.<
she is PERFECT !!! N her dance is so right !!!
she is beautuful !!! one word to say her : FANTASTIC !!! XD

18 performed songs, i dare to say at least 16 songs,
all of the audience sing together with her.

No one will doubt her, if we say she is the QUEEN in singing !!!!
all of her song are so well-known !!!

the whole stadium is so high !!!
duno y, i feel like wana cry, for listening to her singing in live.... >.<
i consider very high already,
but the gang beside me who come from China is much more higher than me, swt......
Ah Mei seriously so famous !!! XD

but i wonder how can my parents be so calm under this situation.....
hehehe......

after those performed songs,
she sang one hour of encore songs,
because all of the audience don't want to leave. ( Good also ^^ )

This part i think is what my honey, yun yee like the most XD
the audience were so cooperative,
all sing with her for the whole hour!!!

She sang her 19-century songs
where all of the audience able to give her the highest response XD

Those song included:
"牵手，姐妹，我可以抱你吗，解脱，别在伤口洒盐，哭不出来"
n so many more, i lazy to write >.<
the concert ended with the song "三天三夜"
all audience stand up n sing n jump with her !!!
SO HIGH NIA XD muahaha....

pity my ah mei, she cry so many times that night,
i think around five times >.<
i think she is too touched for the high responsive ^^

N there, she promise to held a concert in Malaysia every year
if she is really here next year, i will definitely go again XD
there will be noone else except her
for me to attend his/her concert twice..
its just worth it,
n a concert should be like this, in this high frequency XD
who willing to go with me next year???
hehe...

No enemy, only friends =.=

2009-03-17T06:26:00.000-07:00

在这世上，有上亿万的人类，

然而，不管你生存在哪一个角落，
你一定与每一个在世上的人，有所关联。

真的很奇怪，他们要嘛是你的朋友的朋友，
不然就是亲戚的朋友或邻居的网友。

虽然我们在这一生未必能亲身与他们接触，
可是我们并不能说某某某与我们毫无关系，
在这世上，没有一个人该被称为陌生人。

“他"可能没有直接影响你，
我们却永远不会知道，
他可能有恩于你的朋友，
或是救过你的邻居。
而这些人都是我们生命中，不可或缺的角色，
那你还敢说从一开始，不是“他”造就今天的你吗？

There will never be enemy,
even ur "enemy" may help u in a way u never knew.
so, start from today,
why don't we treat everyone in this world better?
who knows in one day,
they may pay u back in an unexpected way,
(u may not realize it or it may not directly affected you.)
Everyone in this world is your friend!!!!
so stop the fight !!! and the war !!!!
"Why are we killing our friends???"

Up-Coming Event ^^

2009-03-13T04:39:00.000-07:00

Hehe..... i super excited !!!!
Waiting for up-coming 20/3 ^^
Until now i still cant imagine
i'm going to Mei's Concert

Yeah~ i'm coming XD

cant Concentrate and so LAZY

2009-03-03T06:10:00.000-08:00

I AM SO LAZY and SO HARD TO CONCENTRATE
really la, why its is so hard for me to focus?
i cant focus during studies,
during lectures,
home works,
i cant even concetrate when i am DRIVING !!!! >.<
thats y i always daydreaming, for no purpose....

n why am i so lazy???
no motive at all nia >.<
to do home works,
to study,
exercise,
i'm even lazy to write blog and contact with my friends !!!! >.<
thats y i'm not as smart as others, n getting fatter n fatter...

Hope i can be as hardworking as Say Lee and Melody,
and be smart as them.
STOP DAY DREAMING !!!!

奇怪的爱

2009-02-22T06:33:00.000-08:00

爱很奇怪
到底什么是爱
如何知道
何时是爱情的降临
或是时间性地单纯心动

爱很奇怪
看到别人拥有时
会心生羡慕
有时会非常渴望不断幻想
有时却心满意足宁可宁静

爱还是很奇怪
让人愚蠢无知
蒙蔽双眼了还在津津乐道
自以为是的爱
让人把身边无穷无尽的爱挡在心外
却把那微不足道的爱当成是宝似地呵护

爱那么的奇怪
为何还是那么多人
无条件地憧憬耗尽心思地去追求

Looking Forward de Gathering

2009-02-09T06:19:00.000-08:00

Juz gather with my sisters this afternoon. XD
Many CENTURIES din c my "Miss Tuition Everyday" ald. >.<
Before going, my mum asked me: "So long time din see ald, wont feel akward meh?
especially xiau jing. She always din show up when you all going out right?"
I'm quite confident when i reply: " Never gua. We so close to each other."

And there we are, me n yun yee in xiau jing's house.
To me, nothing has changed, but i dont know how they thought.
I'm still comfortable as if i'm in my own home.
We chat, we laugh and we make a lot of nonsense. ^^
such happy hours i've longed to spent with them,
just like time had gone back to our school years.

Although i'm a bit unhappy that xiau jing didn't contact me in these two years time,
i still cannot be angry with her, just because i've get used of it.
Actually i'm afraid, afraid that she has forgotten us after she met her new best frens.
May be she doesn't specially miss our spent hours but there is nothing can take over them in my life.

True Friends

2009-02-07T02:59:00.000-08:00

juz come back from Taiwan,
suddenly figure out that I've so many honeys.
there is impossible to buy souvenir for each of them,
due to my economic status. XD

i've chosen those who i spent most of my time with,
to buy souvenir for them.

However, i'm wondering,
wondering how many of them will be my soul friends.
How many of them will care me as i care them.
Which one of them will understand me as if we are one.
Have i miss out the right one?
n hoping for the wrong one?
Do i really love all of them?

I have a lot of friends in my U now.
but who will become my soul friends at last?

亲爱的第一次

2008-11-21T18:21:00.000-08:00

我家小弟
第一次……

第一次出外打工

不知为何，我好兴奋哦！！ ^O^
经过几番游说后，父母总算愿意载我去做个突击拜访
（当然是从我的学校去，还满远的）

哇噻！！真不是蓋的……
穿起制服来还满帅的！！
真不愧是我老弟，哇哈哈哈哈……

虽然功绩欠佳，但毕竟是不易销售的商品，
以第一次的经验来说，
工作表现仍算不错嘛！！ XD

haiz……我家小弟总算往现实社会踏前一步了，
让他了解了解工作的辛苦也不错……
呵呵呵呵……

Big PROJECT

2008-09-07T07:12:00.000-07:00

aiyaya~ never knew that i hav already started my plan on 5sc3 blog.

its a success anyway, since i'm really excited reading other people's posting.

now only found that sum of them didn't change much.

yosh~ i will get everyone to take part in it.

it seems that i have no way to avoid my lecturing again.

haiz.......................

(that means i have less time and chance to

update my own blog ad. never mind, since noone is reading it.

i rather post up on 5sc3 blog.)

New Experience with my new Friends

2008-08-27T20:25:00.000-07:00

Last Saturday, i go to sunway to skate for Amy ask me to go.
(i got tests on monday but i think it might be the first time for me to "play" with her,
so i decided to go.)
who knows after three hours of going there by public transport,
she suddenly say that she dun wan to skate, she wants to go shopping wif jessie,
leaving me alone with my cousin n one "male" friend.
its nothing actually, really, its juz, whole day have became meaningless...
what to say, dissapointed..........

FINE!!! if never plan to go out with me sincerely, i will never put so much feeling on our future plans. (i'm not important anyway.)

i will go to sunway again with my classmates this friday, no doubt, i hav really look forward it.
i hope this gang will be more cooperate.
duno wat kind of unfortunate accidents will happen that day.

STUDY..................

2008-08-13T20:08:00.000-07:00

almost everyday, my roomates will have their "visitors"

(their classmates+our friends [engineering] )

coming to their rooms to study until late night (around 1 to 2am).

i wished to have classmates also coming over to study with me,

but actually, i really duno what to study.

THOSE engineering students keep saying that business students (me)

very free, got nothing to do.

In fact, i have a great deal of researches,revisions,self-access study and assignments.

As usual, i juz dun hav the ohm to do.

most of the students here are crazy with study.

i have known that more than ten people i knew are busy studying with internet and books from library only besides eating and sleeping.

During the time before and after lectures, you can juz find majority of them studying in the library or computer lab. (day and nightz)

they never go out to eat or play computer games.

consequently, i'm frightened by them.

therefore, i decide to start my "study" now before its too late.

(you must believe in me!!! i have even started to borrow books from library!!!)

Unlucky Event vs Perfect Excuse? (which one wins?)

2008-08-11T04:37:00.000-07:00

yesterday i go gai~gai wif my family in malacca,

then, there is a super unlucky accident happened in the toilet.

my handphone accidently fell into the basin,

where the taip is still flowing!!! T-T

so my handphone get all wet n sot~sot liao.

i dun dare to switch it on,

so i juz open it n exposed it under the drying machine in the toilet,

but it still not dry yet.

after this, v quickly rush to the shop n ask the salesman to repair lo!

who knows the stupid salesman go n switch it on without drying it throughly,

so my phone wan dan liao!!!

my mum brought my phone back to repair in KL,

n my bro kindly lend me his phone first for this week.

so like that lo, still duno can repair or not.

i hav bising a lot to persuade my mum to allow me to buy a new phone last year,

with my own money,

but my mum said waste money wo, so cannot lo!

if my phone cannot repair, i will nid to buy a new one ald. (perfect excuse?)

however, i dun really feel excited or happy for it,

i dun like my phone ended this way. (i suddenly found that i miss it so much!!!)

(omg!!! my fren's number n information are all inside it! HOW????? T-T )

STUPID acts... =P

2008-08-07T05:23:00.000-07:00

too free yesterday n we took these pictures with sweetie's (jessie) webcam.

so damn funny leh! cnt stop laughing during the process!!!

very FUN!!!

Struggling....................

2008-08-03T23:21:00.000-07:00

it appears that there are a great deal of works to do most of the days.
Homeworks, roomworks, assignments and assessments.
Lots more to be counted.
on the other hand, effort might be needed to get ready with the coming assessments.
therefore, time is nearly insufficient to do blogging, updating friendster and even chit-chatting with friends on messenger.
it seems that time might also be necessary to complete our new blog~
(majority of my FRENS appear as not working on the blog too.)
haiz.................

(i'm practicing academic writting. i know its cacat la!!! dun laugh............. T-T)

I'm SERIOUS about this !!!!

2008-07-28T08:13:00.000-07:00

Take notice, 5sc3 in 2007!!!
i wan to begin a revolution which has objectives as below:
1) to dig out all students who study in 5sc3 in 2007.
2) make sure all of them have a peek at our blog (5sc3 blog) from time to time.
3) if possible, students from 5sc3 previously should make use of the blog site and update it
with their current progress so that other people who care can know more about their old friends' new lives.
4) plan a gathering every certain period to gather up all 5sc3 students who are available.
5) make sure all girls remember our secondary lives, they have not been easy.
6) make sure all of them DO NOT FORGET ME!! (this is the main point. =P)

since our darling monitor did not do anything for my dear 'ex'classmates, i will start it.
(i juz remember that we have a blog for ourselves last time. why is it wasted? even i've forget about it... =P its really useful even until we gone out to work.)
GIRLS !!! WHERE ARE YOUR SPIRITS ??
those who really miss their 5sc3 classmates and wish to keep contact forever please contact me to plan details.you even can leave comment for this post to speak up your idea.
juz start it with our blog. you will only waste ten minutes to post up a new post and another ten minutes to check up others' posts. DUN TELL ME YOU ARE BUSY WITH YOUR STUDIES!!! ALL OF US ARE STUDYING TOO!!!
okie darlings? ^^

Continue living in this environment........

2008-07-26T07:57:00.000-07:00

Two weeks for me to suit myself in this 'new' school seems not enough.
especially from my homeworks.
out of a sudden that so many projects and assignments just fall from the sky,
it's a MIRACLE that i can still survive!!!

these two weeks juz make me know one thing,
(this 'thing' terrified me the most!)
homeworks from university are mainly about researches,
n these researches almost killed me..........

i dun hav any book to refer and the 'stupid' internet juz dun hav wat i wan!
(i thought it has everything... T-T)
i juz duno where,when,wat,which and how to start those 'stupid' assignments =P.(as usual...)

HOW??????????

Good Mood~ ^^

2008-07-24T02:16:00.000-07:00

Early in the morning,i hav my super boring class (IT,i'm not interested at all, T-T),
NO MOOD !!!
as usual, i "curi~curi" online to check my mails n check up for my fren's blogs.
who knows to my surprise ,i saw a email from my HONEY~ (muakssssss.........) ^^
i can't help but keep smiling for the next hour. ^^
Honey had asked me about my new school and life and told me a little bit of honey's one.
its so weird, whenever i received anything from my honey,
i will feel warm from the BOTTOM of my heart...... ^^
of course, honey had wrote a little to me, but i had reply a lot to honey~
this small incident had made me cheerful for the whole day.
no doubt, my honey still stands a big place in my heart which cannot be substitude by anyone else , hehehe............... ^^ I LOVE YOU !!!

Amazing Fact to ME!!!

2008-07-21T06:08:00.000-07:00

i hav think bout this b4.(not long ago.......last year.)

y is GOD so unfair to me to the others?

y is HE treating me so WELL?

HE have given me my best frens n best classmates,

they r uncomparison to all the humans in this world.

my secondary school life had been so perfect that i hav nothing to complain.

my frens are so important to me that makes me feel like

my life is incomplete without them.

without them,i'm different from now.

no this much laughter, no sweet memories,no pain,no smile.

PERFECT moments always don't last long,five years hav past.

i've wondering how m i going to continue my studies juz without my classmates?

i still have them as my frens,

but i will never hav them rounding me n ask me different~different questions.

i won't hav them shouting at me when i'm making noise in front of the classroom,

i won't hav them sitting bsides me during recess.

i oso won't hav them winking at me when i'm doing my prefect's duty.

n oso never would hear them cheering at me whenever i'm standing on stage.

i will never heard yun yee,kher ye n xiau jing saying me crazy whenever i get my good results without studying.
even ying xian,i ning,dharishini n phui mun will never hav chance to stop me from continuing my speech in my broken english.

blur~blur de sally n oi wei won't hav chance smilling at me sillyly.

i oso won't hear jia min,pui mei n bee sze calling me xiang ru whenever they got sumthing to ask.

eileen,michelle,pey shin won't sit in the same class when i've tuition.
n v dun hav chance to ask pn.saadah to hav a party in her house again...................

i hav always hope that i will be "as important as them to me" in most of their heart,

but i think i've been mistaken.

most of them tend to mind only their new lives in new environment.

only sum of them hav d interest to continue our relationships as previously.

even when v meet up, their topics hav always been different with mine.

they won't joke with me juz like wat v hav in our previous class.

sum of them dun even smile the same to me like last time.

it sounds ridiculus when i remembered not only one of them said that 5sc3 is the BEST!!!

n all of us are perfect to b frens.

wat have change?is it really our characteristic hav changed?

or they hav really grown so much mature than i am?

r my hopes stupid? or even impossible?

m i the only one who think that they are so unique?

or i'm not so "important" as i thought?

cnt denied, i've been so dissapointed,

becauz noone can substitude them in my life.....

sumtimes, i even day dreaming that i cn ask all of them to study in my new school.

but i soon will giv up that thought bcauz it seems that i'm the only one who think so.

even now,whenever i'm making new frens in my new school,i will automaticly search for the shadows of my previous classmates.

i duno y that i will try to find sumone who is similiar to them. (i know that will be unfair to my new frens.)

anyway,since most of them din contact me anymore,

i can only think bout them due to the memories that i hav when v spent our teenage's life together previously.

it is really strange to me.y is there a person so miss bout sumone,but that person who hav been missed still can live as usual without even realise it or response to it.

this make me remember one word in chinese,is that called one side love?

of course, my love to them is due to friendships.

but may be i can say this way, i hav make them a part of my family.

My new frens for the next four years............

2008-07-17T03:33:00.000-07:00

One week have passed,and i'm getting along with the lifestyle as an university's student.
(fortunately........)
i have made a few good frens.
mainly,my two roomates who shared the bathroom with me,
they are Amy and Jessie.
Both are slightly alike with my characteristic.
Amy is someone a bit more introverted than me,(just like xiau jing's style.)
but some of her interests are similar with mine.
she watch,read and like anime/comics,
just like me ^^.(i dun hav a female fren like her previously.(^0^) [dun worry,i still like u all the most,darlings!!!] )
while Jessie is more extroversion. she has super~many frens and is quite out-going.
she really likes to help others.example:she orders and distribute dinner from outside every evening totally out of volunteer .(she is either too free or too kind,dun u think so?)
both of them are taking engineering,so v often go to class separately.
i pass my weekdays life with them.(they leave me alone every weekends by going back home. T-T)

i hav made a few frens from my class too, of course!!!
a talkative one ( sorry daphlyn =P .) , a super quiet "bookwarm" (kai xin,forgive me !!! XD),
[both of them are my best frens now beside amy n jessie. ]
ya! this is my first time making male's frens,
they are Zhi Yang,Kar Fai,Christ,Divine(i dun really know how to spell his name,hehe...),Xiau Chai(cute right? XP) , Hwa Siang(a talking compatitive to daphlyn)and a few mores. y are the boys more than girls here???
most of them are chinese and taking business.
of course my new frens included some foreigners' classmates.
Fiffy, Sady, Uyabo, MD,(all of them are from Botswana) , Malika(Kazakhstan) and Ash (Egypt).
wasei! y all of them so open-minded and mature one???

(i'm typing all of the names down bcauz i scared i forget them. sorry for boring u all! =P)

Life in Nottingham,Semenyih

2008-07-15T01:49:00.000-07:00

i hav a fren claim that my posts on blog are too long,

thats y she refuse to read the content.

so i try to make everything simple and short start from next post.

(its impossible for me to simplify it this time.)

recalling to the first day moving into the hostel,

i can't say anything besides its a nightmare.

the whole street of the hall in the hostel,

i'm the only one who had moved in on that night.

after v settle our belongings,

my parents bring me outside for dinner n buying sum sorts of things.

its nothing at the beginning, but until the night.

after my parents left,i'm the only human at that floor n i've never been conversed to humans for a few hours,

i'm getting crazy about it.

i bath,clean up,brush my teeth alone,

no frens,no internet,no activities,nothing to do at all.

(no fren and internet! can you imagine it?)

i'm forced to move in so early bcause there is an induction the next day's morning.

its my first time to leave home to sumwhere so far,n so long.

(my last campaige juz take three days two nights.)

i've never sleep alone!!!

i have little time to do this,so i'l continue tomorrow.

(i did this in my school's computer lab.)

Regrettable Decision

2008-06-30T10:20:00.000-07:00

Two days ago, detestable yun yee called me at night to tell me sumthing important~
its rarely that my fren will call me especially at that time.
who knows she juz wana to show off that
the musical "the phantom of the opera" held by my previous school "st mary"
is so damn nice!!!

i din go n watch it bcauz i dun like the place that the show is having,
(my previous school hall)
its so un"romantic"!!!
n now my dearest fren make me feel like i made the wrong decision.
eeeeeeeee..............................
regret~regret
i should hav go...............

Prejudice among People

2008-06-26T05:07:00.000-07:00

forgetten when n where i've seen this article,

may be from a comic,

it says when one having a bad judgement for another one,

he will never see the good side from that person,

until he resolve to treat that person as a new stranger,

forgetting n forgiving wat he had done.

i've never doubt it,

especially when i found it useful sumtime.

my mum's un'understanding' behaviors to me always are prejudicial (sumtimes),

i always blame n criticize her for every very little things after tat,

tis make me very 'unhappy' n tired for quite a long period.

n vice versa, when i behaved hot-tempered n acrimonious after i have prejudice towards my mum,

my mum will behave like wat i've begin to behave.

therefore, a small issue will caused an unexpected n unworthy quarrel.

this continue until one of us realize our ill-mannered n stupidity,

start to forget our prejuduce n behave as our own-self again.

soon, the other will find out too, guilty wif wat she has done,n start to hehave normally.

prejudice will always blind-folded one,

make us miss out a lot of wonderful things,

if we can try our best to keep seeing the good sides of everyone on this earth(no matter wat),

a lot of unworthy fights and quarrel can be avoided.

i hope tat my opinion this time can help a few others.

when u r tired, never stop thinking about good things from everyways,

it definitely will make u =D (smile) !!!

(especially to my frens who r always stress wif studies n "EXAMS"!)

New Look

2008-06-24T00:23:00.000-07:00

juz perm my hair into curly one ~

look really~ matured

but at least different than the last ten years look

i have longed to "transform" my hair,

cause my wavy hair really look terrible,

not straight at all but doesn't look like curly,

haiz........................

since now i hav chance,
i persuade my mum to give me permission(it cost me five months).

n now,i'm really looking forward to my fren's reaction

when they have a look on a different me ^^

hehehehehe......... =P

(sorry, i have not repair my webcam!)

My Brother (the hero of today) ~

2008-06-21T02:35:00.000-07:00

Early in the morning, i've been forced to wake up at eight (usually i wake up at ten.).

i'm going to my bro's school "Chong Hwa" to take his mid-year result wif my mum
n my uncle who has a daughter studying there too.

at the moment we reach there,v seems to b the last one who reach.(tis is all my uncle's fault.)
n obviously, v r the center of the attentions.almost the whole class rounded us at the teacher's table when my mum went to see his teacher. she is a nice person n quite easy-going. but my bro's classmates are terribly noisy n playful. even my class never had been so noisy b4 for last five years.anyway, i like its lively n warm. i think its probably bcauz of d boyz.well, since v dun hav males in our class.
(fortunately or unlucky?)

later on, we went to my cousin's sis classroom.
to my surprise, its almost silent there.
i cn imagine hw scary is their teacher.at least she looks serious.
THIS IS THE POWER OF A TEACHER!!

my bro's result is not so bad, i even think tat his result is better than mine previouly.(of course, when i din put effort into it! =P) but my mum keep mumbling us about studies, tuition n results( i dun un y m i related everytime when my bro has a problem.actually, i dun even think tat there is a problem.he is nearly perfect to b a bro for me. my mum is too worried for her son.).

wat i get for today: -i'm quite glad tat my bro is quite popular among his frens. ^^
-my bro nid to b more mature to know hw to discipline himself in different
environment
(as usual)
-two big PANDA EYES.

2008-06-20T06:27:00.000-07:00

tonight really is a super~duper busy night.

actually, i plan 2 tidy up my mail-box after dinner,
bt my little "cute~cute" brother keep asking me (u can say there is half force)
to install a game so tat i can play wif him,
as soon as possible,
EVEN START AT TONIGHT !!!
the game named as RO( for reference )
so i got no choice n there m i,installing the game in rush.

n while i'm busying wif my staff,my beloved frens online n hav a short chat wif me,
i'm almost panic tat time by doing 4 things wif two hands n at the same time.
YA!! i hav forgotten ,i'm scanning virus at tat time too!

i'm asked to update my blog.
i din did tat for quite a month bcauz i never thought tat there is anyone checking my blog out from time to time.
bt since my dear frens, yy n kher y asked for it, i 'm glad to b here n type sum uninteresting articles. ( the thruth: i'm quite delight for sumone remembering me in this way. ^^)

i still got a lot to say , but i need to watch tv now, immediately.
so i'l stop here. i'm posting a "comment" again 2moro. hope tat my frens will take a look on it.
(i know that i'm not gud in this. but HELLO? frens are made 2 suffer from their frens' works right? ^O^)

Busy Weeks

2008-05-20T19:16:00.000-07:00

Start from 25/5 to 9/5,i'm busying working with my aunt.
Just helping her whenever she held a fair selling electronic dictionaries.
Although i dun like this job,i dun hav any choice since i'm so free at home,doing nothing except watch tv n play games. =P

Confirmation from my FUTURE

2008-05-17T06:03:00.000-07:00

Today only receive confirmation of acommodation from Nottingham U.
does that means i'm confirmed to study there?
omg....... i'm still not ready yet.
sumore i got a bit afraid of living in one room alone evernight for one year.
m i a coward? haiz..............

Reasons that i'm here......

2008-05-14T06:16:00.000-07:00

Actually, i'm not really interested in creating this blog,
since i have no idea wat kind of fun can i get from here.
But since my dear fren, MISS SOO recommend me to this,
i'm half forced to create an account here. =P

This afternoon, my mum forced me to THE CURVE to ask 'sumbody'
from the customer service to help me to install my wireless modem to go online.
Although i dun hav the mood n not prepared ,my mum still forced me to go there juz to install the software.i have no choice bcauz that is a gift from my uncle.this is y i am here nw,juz testing the modem working or not. haiz..................

my mum 'leter' for the whole day n said i shoundn't be so lazy n muz complete my daily works as soon as possible. n a lot more such as how am i going to live in my new school,nottingham.
i think my mum likes to leter a lot these days is probably caused by me,staying at home n doing nothing bsides sleep, eat and watch tv. i think its time for me to get a work or to study ald. XP