I'm SERIOUS about this !!!!

Take notice, 5sc3 in 2007!!!
i wan to begin a revolution which has objectives as below:
1) to dig out all students who study in 5sc3 in 2007.
2) make sure all of them have a peek at our blog (5sc3 blog) from time to time.
3) if possible, students from 5sc3 previously should make use of the blog site and update it
with their current progress so that other people who care can know more about their old friends' new lives.
4) plan a gathering every certain period to gather up all 5sc3 students who are available.
5) make sure all girls remember our secondary lives, they have not been easy.
6) make sure all of them DO NOT FORGET ME!! (this is the main point. =P)


since our darling monitor did not do anything for my dear 'ex'classmates, i will start it.
(i juz remember that we have a blog for ourselves last time. why is it wasted? even i've forget about it... =P its really useful even until we gone out to work.)
GIRLS !!! WHERE ARE YOUR SPIRITS ??
those who really miss their 5sc3 classmates and wish to keep contact forever please contact me to plan details.you even can leave comment for this post to speak up your idea.
juz start it with our blog. you will only waste ten minutes to post up a new post and another ten minutes to check up others' posts. DUN TELL ME YOU ARE BUSY WITH YOUR STUDIES!!! ALL OF US ARE STUDYING TOO!!!
okie darlings? ^^

Continue living in this environment........

Two weeks for me to suit myself in this 'new' school seems not enough.
especially from my homeworks.
out of a sudden that so many projects and assignments just fall from the sky,
it's a MIRACLE that i can still survive!!!

these two weeks juz make me know one thing,
(this 'thing' terrified me the most!)
homeworks from university are mainly about researches,
n these researches almost killed me..........

i dun hav any book to refer and the 'stupid' internet juz dun hav wat i wan!
(i thought it has everything... T-T)
i juz duno where,when,wat,which and how to start those 'stupid' assignments =P.(as usual...)

HOW??????????

Good Mood~ ^^

Early in the morning,i hav my super boring class (IT,i'm not interested at all, T-T),
NO MOOD !!!
as usual, i "curi~curi" online to check my mails n check up for my fren's blogs.
who knows to my surprise ,i saw a email from my HONEY~ (muakssssss.........) ^^
i can't help but keep smiling for the next hour. ^^
Honey had asked me about my new school and life and told me a little bit of honey's one.
its so weird, whenever i received anything from my honey,
i will feel warm from the BOTTOM of my heart...... ^^
of course, honey had wrote a little to me, but i had reply a lot to honey~
this small incident had made me cheerful for the whole day.
no doubt, my honey still stands a big place in my heart which cannot be substitude by anyone else , hehehe............... ^^ I LOVE YOU !!!

Amazing Fact to ME!!!

i hav think bout this b4.(not long ago.......last year.)

y is GOD so unfair to me to the others?

y is HE treating me so WELL?

HE have given me my best frens n best classmates,

they r uncomparison to all the humans in this world.

my secondary school life had been so perfect that i hav nothing to complain.

my frens are so important to me that makes me feel like

my life is incomplete without them.

without them,i'm different from now.

no this much laughter, no sweet memories,no pain,no smile.

PERFECT moments always don't last long,five years hav past.

i've wondering how m i going to continue my studies juz without my classmates?

i still have them as my frens,

but i will never hav them rounding me n ask me different~different questions.

i won't hav them shouting at me when i'm making noise in front of the classroom,

i won't hav them sitting bsides me during recess.

i oso won't hav them winking at me when i'm doing my prefect's duty.

n oso never would hear them cheering at me whenever i'm standing on stage.

i will never heard yun yee,kher ye n xiau jing saying me crazy whenever i get my good results without studying.
even ying xian,i ning,dharishini n phui mun will never hav chance to stop me from continuing my speech in my broken english.

blur~blur de sally n oi wei won't hav chance smilling at me sillyly.

i oso won't hear jia min,pui mei n bee sze calling me xiang ru whenever they got sumthing to ask.

eileen,michelle,pey shin won't sit in the same class when i've tuition.
n v dun hav chance to ask pn.saadah to hav a party in her house again...................

i hav always hope that i will be "as important as them to me" in most of their heart,

but i think i've been mistaken.

most of them tend to mind only their new lives in new environment.

only sum of them hav d interest to continue our relationships as previously.

even when v meet up, their topics hav always been different with mine.

they won't joke with me juz like wat v hav in our previous class.

sum of them dun even smile the same to me like last time.

it sounds ridiculus when i remembered not only one of them said that 5sc3 is the BEST!!!

n all of us are perfect to b frens.

wat have change?is it really our characteristic hav changed?

or they hav really grown so much mature than i am?

r my hopes stupid? or even impossible?

m i the only one who think that they are so unique?

or i'm not so "important" as i thought?

cnt denied, i've been so dissapointed,

becauz noone can substitude them in my life.....

sumtimes, i even day dreaming that i cn ask all of them to study in my new school.

but i soon will giv up that thought bcauz it seems that i'm the only one who think so.

even now,whenever i'm making new frens in my new school,i will automaticly search for the shadows of my previous classmates.

i duno y that i will try to find sumone who is similiar to them. (i know that will be unfair to my new frens.)

anyway,since most of them din contact me anymore,

i can only think bout them due to the memories that i hav when v spent our teenage's life together previously.

it is really strange to me.y is there a person so miss bout sumone,but that person who hav been missed still can live as usual without even realise it or response to it.

this make me remember one word in chinese,is that called one side love?

of course, my love to them is due to friendships.

but may be i can say this way, i hav make them a part of my family.

My new frens for the next four years............

One week have passed,and i'm getting along with the lifestyle as an university's student.
(fortunately........)
i have made a few good frens.
mainly,my two roomates who shared the bathroom with me,
they are Amy and Jessie.
Both are slightly alike with my characteristic.
Amy is someone a bit more introverted than me,(just like xiau jing's style.)
but some of her interests are similar with mine.
she watch,read and like anime/comics,
just like me ^^.(i dun hav a female fren like her previously.(^0^) [dun worry,i still like u all the most,darlings!!!] )
while Jessie is more extroversion. she has super~many frens and is quite out-going.
she really likes to help others.example:she orders and distribute dinner from outside every evening totally out of volunteer .(she is either too free or too kind,dun u think so?)
both of them are taking engineering,so v often go to class separately.
i pass my weekdays life with them.(they leave me alone every weekends by going back home. T-T)

i hav made a few frens from my class too, of course!!!
a talkative one ( sorry daphlyn =P .) , a super quiet "bookwarm" (kai xin,forgive me !!! XD),
[both of them are my best frens now beside amy n jessie. ]
ya! this is my first time making male's frens,
they are Zhi Yang,Kar Fai,Christ,Divine(i dun really know how to spell his name,hehe...),Xiau Chai(cute right? XP) , Hwa Siang(a talking compatitive to daphlyn)and a few mores. y are the boys more than girls here???
most of them are chinese and taking business.
of course my new frens included some foreigners' classmates.
Fiffy, Sady, Uyabo, MD,(all of them are from Botswana) , Malika(Kazakhstan) and Ash (Egypt).
wasei! y all of them so open-minded and mature one???

(i'm typing all of the names down bcauz i scared i forget them. sorry for boring u all! =P)

Life in Nottingham,Semenyih

i hav a fren claim that my posts on blog are too long,

thats y she refuse to read the content.

so i try to make everything simple and short start from next post.

(its impossible for me to simplify it this time.)

recalling to the first day moving into the hostel,

i can't say anything besides its a nightmare.

the whole street of the hall in the hostel,

i'm the only one who had moved in on that night.

after v settle our belongings,

my parents bring me outside for dinner n buying sum sorts of things.

its nothing at the beginning, but until the night.

after my parents left,i'm the only human at that floor n i've never been conversed to humans for a few hours,

i'm getting crazy about it.

i bath,clean up,brush my teeth alone,

no frens,no internet,no activities,nothing to do at all.

(no fren and internet! can you imagine it?)

i'm forced to move in so early bcause there is an induction the next day's morning.

its my first time to leave home to sumwhere so far,n so long.

(my last campaige juz take three days two nights.)

i've never sleep alone!!!

i have little time to do this,so i'l continue tomorrow.

(i did this in my school's computer lab.)