亲爱的第一次

我家小弟
第一次……

第一次出外 打工

不知为何，我好兴奋哦！！ ^O^
经过几番游说后，父母总算愿意载我去做个突击拜访
（当然是从我的学校去，还满远的）

哇噻！！真不是蓋的……
穿起制服来还满帅的！！
真不愧是我老弟，哇哈哈哈哈……

虽然功绩欠佳，但毕竟是不易销售的商品，
以第一次的经验来说，
工作表现仍算不错嘛！！ XD

haiz……我家小弟总算往现实社会踏前一步了，
让他了解了解工作的辛苦也不错……
呵呵呵呵……

Big PROJECT

aiyaya~ never knew that i hav already started my plan on 5sc3 blog.

its a success anyway, since i'm really excited reading other people's posting.

now only found that sum of them didn't change much.

yosh~ i will get everyone to take part in it.

it seems that i have no way to avoid my lecturing again.

haiz.......................

(that means i have less time and chance to

update my own blog ad. never mind, since noone is reading it.

i rather post up on 5sc3 blog.)

New Experience with my new Friends

Last Saturday, i go to sunway to skate for Amy ask me to go.
(i got tests on monday but i think it might be the first time for me to "play" with her,
so i decided to go.)
who knows after three hours of going there by public transport,
she suddenly say that she dun wan to skate, she wants to go shopping wif jessie,
leaving me alone with my cousin n one "male" friend.
its nothing actually, really, its juz, whole day have became meaningless...
what to say, dissapointed..........

FINE!!! if never plan to go out with me sincerely, i will never put so much feeling on our future plans. (i'm not important anyway.)

i will go to sunway again with my classmates this friday, no doubt, i hav really look forward it.
i hope this gang will be more cooperate.
duno wat kind of unfortunate accidents will happen that day.

STUDY..................

almost everyday, my roomates will have their "visitors"

(their classmates+our friends [engineering] )

coming to their rooms to study until late night (around 1 to 2am).

i wished to have classmates also coming over to study with me,

but actually, i really duno what to study.

THOSE engineering students keep saying that business students (me)

very free, got nothing to do.

In fact, i have a great deal of researches,revisions,self-access study and assignments.

As usual, i juz dun hav the ohm to do.

most of the students here are crazy with study.

i have known that more than ten people i knew are busy studying with internet and books from library only besides eating and sleeping.

During the time before and after lectures, you can juz find majority of them studying in the library or computer lab. (day and nightz)

they never go out to eat or play computer games.

consequently, i'm frightened by them.

therefore, i decide to start my "study" now before its too late.

(you must believe in me!!! i have even started to borrow books from library!!!)

Unlucky Event vs Perfect Excuse? (which one wins?)

yesterday i go gai~gai wif my family in malacca,

then, there is a super unlucky accident happened in the toilet.

my handphone accidently fell into the basin,

where the taip is still flowing!!! T-T

so my handphone get all wet n sot~sot liao.

i dun dare to switch it on,

so i juz open it n exposed it under the drying machine in the toilet,

but it still not dry yet.

after this, v quickly rush to the shop n ask the salesman to repair lo!

who knows the stupid salesman go n switch it on without drying it throughly,

so my phone wan dan liao!!!

my mum brought my phone back to repair in KL,

n my bro kindly lend me his phone first for this week.

so like that lo, still duno can repair or not.

i hav bising a lot to persuade my mum to allow me to buy a new phone last year,

with my own money,

but my mum said waste money wo, so cannot lo!

if my phone cannot repair, i will nid to buy a new one ald. (perfect excuse?)

however, i dun really feel excited or happy for it,

i dun like my phone ended this way. (i suddenly found that i miss it so much!!!)

(omg!!! my fren's number n information are all inside it! HOW????? T-T )

STUPID acts... =P

too free yesterday n we took these pictures with sweetie's (jessie) webcam.

so damn funny leh! cnt stop laughing during the process!!!

very FUN!!!

Struggling....................

it appears that there are a great deal of works to do most of the days.
Homeworks, roomworks, assignments and assessments.
Lots more to be counted.
on the other hand, effort might be needed to get ready with the coming assessments.
therefore, time is nearly insufficient to do blogging, updating friendster and even chit-chatting with friends on messenger.
it seems that time might also be necessary to complete our new blog~
(majority of my FRENS appear as not working on the blog too.)
haiz.................

(i'm practicing academic writting. i know its cacat la!!! dun laugh............. T-T)

I'm SERIOUS about this !!!!

Take notice, 5sc3 in 2007!!!
i wan to begin a revolution which has objectives as below:
1) to dig out all students who study in 5sc3 in 2007.
2) make sure all of them have a peek at our blog (5sc3 blog) from time to time.
3) if possible, students from 5sc3 previously should make use of the blog site and update it
with their current progress so that other people who care can know more about their old friends' new lives.
4) plan a gathering every certain period to gather up all 5sc3 students who are available.
5) make sure all girls remember our secondary lives, they have not been easy.
6) make sure all of them DO NOT FORGET ME!! (this is the main point. =P)


since our darling monitor did not do anything for my dear 'ex'classmates, i will start it.
(i juz remember that we have a blog for ourselves last time. why is it wasted? even i've forget about it... =P its really useful even until we gone out to work.)
GIRLS !!! WHERE ARE YOUR SPIRITS ??
those who really miss their 5sc3 classmates and wish to keep contact forever please contact me to plan details.you even can leave comment for this post to speak up your idea.
juz start it with our blog. you will only waste ten minutes to post up a new post and another ten minutes to check up others' posts. DUN TELL ME YOU ARE BUSY WITH YOUR STUDIES!!! ALL OF US ARE STUDYING TOO!!!
okie darlings? ^^

Continue living in this environment........

Two weeks for me to suit myself in this 'new' school seems not enough.
especially from my homeworks.
out of a sudden that so many projects and assignments just fall from the sky,
it's a MIRACLE that i can still survive!!!

these two weeks juz make me know one thing,
(this 'thing' terrified me the most!)
homeworks from university are mainly about researches,
n these researches almost killed me..........

i dun hav any book to refer and the 'stupid' internet juz dun hav wat i wan!
(i thought it has everything... T-T)
i juz duno where,when,wat,which and how to start those 'stupid' assignments =P.(as usual...)

HOW??????????

Good Mood~ ^^

Early in the morning,i hav my super boring class (IT,i'm not interested at all, T-T),
NO MOOD !!!
as usual, i "curi~curi" online to check my mails n check up for my fren's blogs.
who knows to my surprise ,i saw a email from my HONEY~ (muakssssss.........) ^^
i can't help but keep smiling for the next hour. ^^
Honey had asked me about my new school and life and told me a little bit of honey's one.
its so weird, whenever i received anything from my honey,
i will feel warm from the BOTTOM of my heart...... ^^
of course, honey had wrote a little to me, but i had reply a lot to honey~
this small incident had made me cheerful for the whole day.
no doubt, my honey still stands a big place in my heart which cannot be substitude by anyone else , hehehe............... ^^ I LOVE YOU !!!

Amazing Fact to ME!!!

i hav think bout this b4.(not long ago.......last year.)

y is GOD so unfair to me to the others?

y is HE treating me so WELL?

HE have given me my best frens n best classmates,

they r uncomparison to all the humans in this world.

my secondary school life had been so perfect that i hav nothing to complain.

my frens are so important to me that makes me feel like

my life is incomplete without them.

without them,i'm different from now.

no this much laughter, no sweet memories,no pain,no smile.

PERFECT moments always don't last long,five years hav past.

i've wondering how m i going to continue my studies juz without my classmates?

i still have them as my frens,

but i will never hav them rounding me n ask me different~different questions.

i won't hav them shouting at me when i'm making noise in front of the classroom,

i won't hav them sitting bsides me during recess.

i oso won't hav them winking at me when i'm doing my prefect's duty.

n oso never would hear them cheering at me whenever i'm standing on stage.

i will never heard yun yee,kher ye n xiau jing saying me crazy whenever i get my good results without studying.
even ying xian,i ning,dharishini n phui mun will never hav chance to stop me from continuing my speech in my broken english.

blur~blur de sally n oi wei won't hav chance smilling at me sillyly.

i oso won't hear jia min,pui mei n bee sze calling me xiang ru whenever they got sumthing to ask.

eileen,michelle,pey shin won't sit in the same class when i've tuition.
n v dun hav chance to ask pn.saadah to hav a party in her house again...................

i hav always hope that i will be "as important as them to me" in most of their heart,

but i think i've been mistaken.

most of them tend to mind only their new lives in new environment.

only sum of them hav d interest to continue our relationships as previously.

even when v meet up, their topics hav always been different with mine.

they won't joke with me juz like wat v hav in our previous class.

sum of them dun even smile the same to me like last time.

it sounds ridiculus when i remembered not only one of them said that 5sc3 is the BEST!!!

n all of us are perfect to b frens.

wat have change?is it really our characteristic hav changed?

or they hav really grown so much mature than i am?

r my hopes stupid? or even impossible?

m i the only one who think that they are so unique?

or i'm not so "important" as i thought?

cnt denied, i've been so dissapointed,

becauz noone can substitude them in my life.....

sumtimes, i even day dreaming that i cn ask all of them to study in my new school.

but i soon will giv up that thought bcauz it seems that i'm the only one who think so.

even now,whenever i'm making new frens in my new school,i will automaticly search for the shadows of my previous classmates.

i duno y that i will try to find sumone who is similiar to them. (i know that will be unfair to my new frens.)

anyway,since most of them din contact me anymore,

i can only think bout them due to the memories that i hav when v spent our teenage's life together previously.

it is really strange to me.y is there a person so miss bout sumone,but that person who hav been missed still can live as usual without even realise it or response to it.

this make me remember one word in chinese,is that called one side love?

of course, my love to them is due to friendships.

but may be i can say this way, i hav make them a part of my family.

My new frens for the next four years............

One week have passed,and i'm getting along with the lifestyle as an university's student.
(fortunately........)
i have made a few good frens.
mainly,my two roomates who shared the bathroom with me,
they are Amy and Jessie.
Both are slightly alike with my characteristic.
Amy is someone a bit more introverted than me,(just like xiau jing's style.)
but some of her interests are similar with mine.
she watch,read and like anime/comics,
just like me ^^.(i dun hav a female fren like her previously.(^0^) [dun worry,i still like u all the most,darlings!!!] )
while Jessie is more extroversion. she has super~many frens and is quite out-going.
she really likes to help others.example:she orders and distribute dinner from outside every evening totally out of volunteer .(she is either too free or too kind,dun u think so?)
both of them are taking engineering,so v often go to class separately.
i pass my weekdays life with them.(they leave me alone every weekends by going back home. T-T)

i hav made a few frens from my class too, of course!!!
a talkative one ( sorry daphlyn =P .) , a super quiet "bookwarm" (kai xin,forgive me !!! XD),
[both of them are my best frens now beside amy n jessie. ]
ya! this is my first time making male's frens,
they are Zhi Yang,Kar Fai,Christ,Divine(i dun really know how to spell his name,hehe...),Xiau Chai(cute right? XP) , Hwa Siang(a talking compatitive to daphlyn)and a few mores. y are the boys more than girls here???
most of them are chinese and taking business.
of course my new frens included some foreigners' classmates.
Fiffy, Sady, Uyabo, MD,(all of them are from Botswana) , Malika(Kazakhstan) and Ash (Egypt).
wasei! y all of them so open-minded and mature one???

(i'm typing all of the names down bcauz i scared i forget them. sorry for boring u all! =P)

Life in Nottingham,Semenyih

i hav a fren claim that my posts on blog are too long,

thats y she refuse to read the content.

so i try to make everything simple and short start from next post.

(its impossible for me to simplify it this time.)

recalling to the first day moving into the hostel,

i can't say anything besides its a nightmare.

the whole street of the hall in the hostel,

i'm the only one who had moved in on that night.

after v settle our belongings,

my parents bring me outside for dinner n buying sum sorts of things.

its nothing at the beginning, but until the night.

after my parents left,i'm the only human at that floor n i've never been conversed to humans for a few hours,

i'm getting crazy about it.

i bath,clean up,brush my teeth alone,

no frens,no internet,no activities,nothing to do at all.

(no fren and internet! can you imagine it?)

i'm forced to move in so early bcause there is an induction the next day's morning.

its my first time to leave home to sumwhere so far,n so long.

(my last campaige juz take three days two nights.)

i've never sleep alone!!!

i have little time to do this,so i'l continue tomorrow.

(i did this in my school's computer lab.)

Regrettable Decision

Two days ago, detestable yun yee called me at night to tell me sumthing important~
its rarely that my fren will call me especially at that time.
who knows she juz wana to show off that
the musical "the phantom of the opera" held by my previous school "st mary"
is so damn nice!!!

i din go n watch it bcauz i dun like the place that the show is having,
(my previous school hall)
its so un"romantic"!!!
n now my dearest fren make me feel like i made the wrong decision.
eeeeeeeee..............................
regret~regret
i should hav go...............

Prejudice among People

forgetten when n where i've seen this article,

may be from a comic,

it says when one having a bad judgement for another one,

he will never see the good side from that person,

until he resolve to treat that person as a new stranger,

forgetting n forgiving wat he had done.

i've never doubt it,

especially when i found it useful sumtime.

my mum's un'understanding' behaviors to me always are prejudicial (sumtimes),

i always blame n criticize her for every very little things after tat,

tis make me very 'unhappy' n tired for quite a long period.

n vice versa, when i behaved hot-tempered n acrimonious after i have prejudice towards my mum,

my mum will behave like wat i've begin to behave.

therefore, a small issue will caused an unexpected n unworthy quarrel.

this continue until one of us realize our ill-mannered n stupidity,

start to forget our prejuduce n behave as our own-self again.

soon, the other will find out too, guilty wif wat she has done,n start to hehave normally.

prejudice will always blind-folded one,

make us miss out a lot of wonderful things,

if we can try our best to keep seeing the good sides of everyone on this earth(no matter wat),

a lot of unworthy fights and quarrel can be avoided.

i hope tat my opinion this time can help a few others.

when u r tired, never stop thinking about good things from everyways,

it definitely will make u =D (smile) !!!

(especially to my frens who r always stress wif studies n "EXAMS"!)

New Look

juz perm my hair into curly one ~

look really~ matured

but at least different than the last ten years look

i have longed to "transform" my hair,

cause my wavy hair really look terrible,

not straight at all but doesn't look like curly,

haiz........................

since now i hav chance,
i persuade my mum to give me permission(it cost me five months).

n now,i'm really looking forward to my fren's reaction

when they have a look on a different me ^^

hehehehehe......... =P

(sorry, i have not repair my webcam!)

My Brother (the hero of today) ~

Early in the morning, i've been forced to wake up at eight (usually i wake up at ten.).


i'm going to my bro's school "Chong Hwa" to take his mid-year result wif my mum
n my uncle who has a daughter studying there too.

at the moment we reach there,v seems to b the last one who reach.(tis is all my uncle's fault.)
n obviously, v r the center of the attentions.almost the whole class rounded us at the teacher's table when my mum went to see his teacher. she is a nice person n quite easy-going. but my bro's classmates are terribly noisy n playful. even my class never had been so noisy b4 for last five years.anyway, i like its lively n warm. i think its probably bcauz of d boyz.well, since v dun hav males in our class.
(fortunately or unlucky?)



later on, we went to my cousin's sis classroom.
to my surprise, its almost silent there.
i cn imagine hw scary is their teacher.at least she looks serious.
THIS IS THE POWER OF A TEACHER!!



my bro's result is not so bad, i even think tat his result is better than mine previouly.(of course, when i din put effort into it! =P) but my mum keep mumbling us about studies, tuition n results( i dun un y m i related everytime when my bro has a problem.actually, i dun even think tat there is a problem.he is nearly perfect to b a bro for me. my mum is too worried for her son.).


wat i get for today: -i'm quite glad tat my bro is quite popular among his frens. ^^
-my bro nid to b more mature to know hw to discipline himself in different
environment
(as usual)
-two big PANDA EYES.

tonight really is a super~duper busy night.

actually, i plan 2 tidy up my mail-box after dinner,
bt my little "cute~cute" brother keep asking me (u can say there is half force)
to install a game so tat i can play wif him,
as soon as possible,
EVEN START AT TONIGHT !!!
the game named as RO( for reference )
so i got no choice n there m i,installing the game in rush.


n while i'm busying wif my staff,my beloved frens online n hav a short chat wif me,
i'm almost panic tat time by doing 4 things wif two hands n at the same time.
YA!! i hav forgotten ,i'm scanning virus at tat time too!

i'm asked to update my blog.
i din did tat for quite a month bcauz i never thought tat there is anyone checking my blog out from time to time.
bt since my dear frens, yy n kher y asked for it, i 'm glad to b here n type sum uninteresting articles. ( the thruth: i'm quite delight for sumone remembering me in this way. ^^)

i still got a lot to say , but i need to watch tv now, immediately.
so i'l stop here. i'm posting a "comment" again 2moro. hope tat my frens will take a look on it.
(i know that i'm not gud in this. but HELLO? frens are made 2 suffer from their frens' works right? ^O^)

Busy Weeks

Start from 25/5 to 9/5,i'm busying working with my aunt.
Just helping her whenever she held a fair selling electronic dictionaries.
Although i dun like this job,i dun hav any choice since i'm so free at home,doing nothing except watch tv n play games. =P

Confirmation from my FUTURE

Today only receive confirmation of acommodation from Nottingham U.
does that means i'm confirmed to study there?
omg....... i'm still not ready yet.
sumore i got a bit afraid of living in one room alone evernight for one year.
m i a coward? haiz..............

Reasons that i'm here......

Actually, i'm not really interested in creating this blog,
since i have no idea wat kind of fun can i get from here.
But since my dear fren, MISS SOO recommend me to this,
i'm half forced to create an account here. =P

This afternoon, my mum forced me to THE CURVE to ask 'sumbody'
from the customer service to help me to install my wireless modem to go online.
Although i dun hav the mood n not prepared ,my mum still forced me to go there juz to install the software.i have no choice bcauz that is a gift from my uncle.this is y i am here nw,juz testing the modem working or not. haiz..................

my mum 'leter' for the whole day n said i shoundn't be so lazy n muz complete my daily works as soon as possible. n a lot more such as how am i going to live in my new school,nottingham.
i think my mum likes to leter a lot these days is probably caused by me,staying at home n doing nothing bsides sleep, eat and watch tv. i think its time for me to get a work or to study ald. XP